Call Me.

For what seems like years now I have been asking the Lord for a call to something. Anything!! I want to do His will so badly and I don't care what. But it is the planner in me that just wanted to know. I do projects this way. I don't care how well they're done, just so long as they are checked off of MY list. Well, the Lord has other ideas in mind. He is taking away my Type A tendencies and teaching me that I cannot always plan. So, in the recent weeks I feel that I have been praying about this all the time, when I know that I sinfully, have prayed way too little and followed my own heart way too much. However, I am feeling that He has slowly been opening the doors, inch by inch to medicine. I know that at any moment He can change my path and slam some doors in my face which is keeping me on my knees ALL THE TIME!! I pray that my whole life and career will serve to glorify the Lord and further His kingdom. I know that if the Lord is calling me to medicine He will give me strength to get through med school and the opportunity to see Him perform many a miracle!

Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."