So today was RUF Tuesday!! Which I love! I sat down. A boy sat next to me. He was cute. I introduced myself. Worship began. His girlfriend comes and sits next to him. Welcome to my life.
After the above played out, it hit me. The Lord doesn't want me to focus on finding a soulmate right now, no matter how much I say the relationship would be focused on the Lord, it would not be. It would be a selfish relationship because that is what I want. Now. Then Stephen began his lesson and he talked about the person you marry being your best friend and you having the felos love which is two people standing side by side looking and working toward the same horizon, which should be Jesus. And I realized the Lord is calling me to walk toward Him alone right now. He wants me to focus on him, even though I feel that the Lord will one day call me to be a best friend to a guy and to continue walking forward with him, he hasn't yet and I do not need to push that. It is better to be alone than without God.
So as I sit here, the horizon over Tiger Town is dark, but my horizon is very very brilliantly bright!
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